tones of work....

i think i have to tell some one how i feel right now...
i feel terrible ( due to this never ending stories -work-)

i feel frustrated ( because this never-ending-work comes together at a time but i only have two hands... oh Ya Allah please help me)

i feel like working alone (when i have to do everything by myself meanwhile i think the other people just pointing this and that)

i feel like yelling to someone, carry out my anger on someone...shouting at something (but does it work? N.O. dear...it will only cause more troubles and make things even worse)

enough said!

one thing that i have learned LOOONNGGG time ago (thanks to my murabbi/murabbiah)...when it comes to dead end and problems..the thing that you should do is focusing on how to fix them...
you know, that is the best solution.

NEVER put your finger on others, DO NOT blame others (during this stressed period okay?) because you will see no way out but only adding more anger and frustration...

then always DOA...DOA...DOA and TAWAKKAL....

After everything has been settled and the problems have been solved, then only you try to sit and MUHASABAH or figure out what is the cause and factor.... make a post-mortem.... and try not to repeat the same mistake...

but sometimes when things just happen not caused by you, just remember.... certain things are out of our hand, Allah gave us opportunities to handle problems is to make us a better person and much more closer to HIM.....

:)